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May 12th, 2008
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January 25th, 2007
8:20am
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[Wednesday
January 24th, 2007
2:55pm
]
its the middle (ish) of the day on a wednesday and i have bugger all to do except go shopping in about 20 mins, and i LOVE IT!
i love not having anything to do
and i love the fact that ive got two days out of the week (plus weekends) to do nothing in.
hee
apparently tasha bought loadsa alcohol for her kitchen party tonight
which sounds good
but i dont think ill drink tonight
i drunk a fair bit yesterday, not enough to get drunk just enough to get tipsy
and woah i started talking for england
which is peculiar and which i dont like very much
so i wont be drinking
specially as were going to batchwoods tomorow
and im making sangria on friday because i really fancied it.
i need to buy a jug, but i think georgia has one i can probably borrow off her again. mrow
my head hurts, not hangover noooo
im in a really weird mood right now, a funny odd one.
i wonder what thats all about
hopefully itll change by tonight.
hundred reasons were pretty crap actually last night
they didnt play the songs i like
ohh and my phone fell out of my pocket, probably in the pit, and i thought i lost it so i was getting everyone to call it and then jodie got a call from my phone saying from someone saying they had it, and i got really excited and we found them and we found my phone, which is really good.
it made my evening anyway i though it was gone for good, safe
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[Monday
January 22nd, 2007
1:00pm
]
im so incredibly annoyed
gah
we had a foundation science exam this timeish last week and i found it really really difficult especially considering i have a alevel chemistry and biology backround. ffs my mate chris with his degree in astro physics even found the exam hard
and theres this message board on the fs course page saying that people are going to organise a complaint because so many people didnt understand
and then theres this cocky mouthshite whose writing replies like
" i did a-level biology, chemistry and physics" yeah nothing special mate most people do thats how they get on the course and
" if you revised the lecture notes properly" telling someone who knows them back to front off by heart but still found the exam hard
"then I could not see why people would find it hard" urr maybe because most of the questions on that damn exam had nothing to do with the stupid lecture notes, that oh yeah i almost forgot- i didnt "revise properly"

and then the little gobshite then goes on to say "well that was my opinion, I know its going to annoy people but I have a right to an opinion. SORRY" i mean can you say cocky.

i wouldnt be that bothered about it if the thread wasnt started by mature students who i know work 5 times harder than most students our age without all the previous alevel backround knowledge we have from alevels and its annoying because hes basically saying that were all stupid if we fail the exam.

and then i wrote a comment back to him telling him its impossible to work out an answer to a question logically if we havent been given the knowledge or even pointed in the right direction with regards to revision

and he starts going on about logic, ffs

its not like he even applied his own logic to the damn exam by the sounds of it, i asked him how i was supposed to know the answer to a question regarding a chemistry q and he tried to explain his answer and gave me the totally wrong answer for it(look whose not so clever now). I have a chemistry alevel and its a subject i got a really good grasp of but why the hell when revising for foundation science would i think to bother looking up something like, what is the chemical explanation why sharp knifes cut better than blunk knifes?
why would i even think to look that up if it doesnt come up on the lecture notes or module guide,
why would i even think to look at that if its never come up in my whole education studying chemistry?

and then to make it worse, he writes it out 3 times once under the heading "the exam was a pleasent experience"
what a shit.
yeah well im looking forward to seeing his results and if he didnt pass it with a hundred percent im gunna go to town on him.
the exam was a pleasent experience, what a cocky shit.
and no im not just complaining about it here, i have told him what i think.
i just felt like a rant and i didnt want to go on at anybody.
so rant over
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[Saturday
January 20th, 2007
8:09am
]
Weltschmerz
one of the most sensible things ive heard all year
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[Tuesday
January 16th, 2007
11:16pm
]
you know what, i really do believe that if i was living in medieval england not counting the fact that im a girl, i would have made an exellent knight i think. either that or i would have made a most excellent outlaw,
its such a tragedy that i was born in the totally wrong century.
still we shall never know how good a knight i would have made.
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[Sunday
January 14th, 2007
7:07pm
]
spirited away really is a truly beautiful movie
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[Sunday
January 14th, 2007
3:20am
]
right so its 20 past 3 in the morning
this is the third consequtive night that we at the lovely fern hall have had a
mid morning wake up call from the fire alarm, and wow does it hurt.
the problem is when a fire alarm sounds your main aim is to leave your room as soon
as possible to avoid hefty fines exceeding £100 of your caution money,
this of course presents a problem because when you go from your nice warm comftable
bed to the freezing cold early morning outback of the wonderful hatfield
the cold, well the cold hits you hard, especially in the chest
so i came back in from my 2:35am wake up call so cold that i just couldnt get back to sleep
but thats ok i suppose
i tend to find the best type of sleep i have is when i wake up early and go to bed late, so
im expecting a rather few good hours sleep perhaps later on, with a little help from my
friend temazepam that is.
alas fire alarms will happen for a while, and i just have to get used to it, its exam week
this week and we all know how terribly cruel drunk teens can get.
speaking of exams (which im not) well just for a little bit in fear of sounding too tediously boring, exam preperation is going remarkably appauling to say the least.

oh and i found a wonderful use for coffee, it keeps me awake in the morning, not for the caffine fix but because by drinking copious amounts of it in the morning, it has me running for the loo every hour or so/ so essentially there is no time for me to fall asleep.
then again my whole use for coffee then is of course invalid because the same thing can be said for most liquids and their effects on my bladder. At least its making me think about my bladder though so thats a good thing because i havent even begun to look at my anatomy notes for thursday, anyway i shall go because now the gggg button has become hard to find
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[Friday
January 5th, 2007
8:45pm
]
i did it
i didnt mean to do it
and i wasnt going to do it
it was a total accident
i saw the trailer of the 5th harry potter movie
and oh my lord it blew me away
literally
it sort of brought home the fact that this next harry potter book will be the last one EVER
which makes me feel incredibly incredibly sad
Its unbelievable how much sadness that fills me up with.
unbelievable
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[Tuesday
January 2nd, 2007
5:19pm
]
[ music | dave matthews band crash into me ]

mm becca and kennys engagement party on friday i havent a clue where it is though
red peppers in teddington. i have no idea how to get to teddington. ill ask mel maybe seeing as she lives there.
ive done loadsa revision already today and now im going to spend the rest of the day
a) working out what type of tree is outside my window
b) why the clouds are moving so fast today
c) brushing up on my essential italian so i can move on to slightly harder italian
d) watching some more planet earth
ive had that boxset since christmas and ive only watched one episode,
ahh txt message
noo sarahs not coming to the engagement party.
im £400 into my overdraft already which is worrying, though i suppose as long as i dont spend too much this month then by the 19th itll only be £300
im supposed to get the next part of my student loan through this month to pay for my accomadation for this term but i got a worrying letter saying its being reassesed and that i need to send the results of my nhs bursary which i did like 4 months ago
hopefully ill get more money but knowing me itll probably be less.
oh well lifes like that
anway im off to find out about this tree

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[Monday
January 1st, 2007
4:11pm
]
well
HAPPY NEW YEAR
long time no update but what with uni everything has been rather busy and exciting.
im back at university now which means ive got so much free time and so im filling up some of this free time writing this.
i went to play basketball about a half hour ago for an hour, i bought a tennis racquet as well, because i left my one at home so when chris gets back were going to play alot of
tennis which should be fun.
i also found out that herts uni has a skiing and snowboarding club which i didnt know till about two days ago which
has really excited me so im going to see if i can get skiing and snowboarding lessons when semester B starts.i quite fancy learning how to snowboard.
ohh and since christmas ive been learning how to speak italian. Im really excited, though im still not very good at speaking
and i still need to keep checking in the books to make sure ive got it right, but hopefully soon ill start getting
the hang of it.
Ive been doing alot of anatomy revision as well for the 18th i bought a minature one of those figures you find in the
science labs where you can pull the lungs and heart and liver and stuff out and then put it all back in like a human jigsaw
but plastic. Its really helping me with my revision visualising whats going on and what is where.
i have loadsa dvds to watch this week as well and as soon as grant gets back itll be even more
can you believe i know 2 helens who were both born today?! its quite funny or so i think so anyway. Helen A (from home) wants us to
go to oceania in kingston on wednesday but i doubt ill make it seeing as the trains around here are a bit funny.
anyway i have things to be getting on with so toodles.
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[Tuesday
November 14th, 2006
8:08pm
]
"saw someone with a red coat today actually, reminded me that i miss you and your red coat"

sometimes people can just be so nice.
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[Wednesday
August 16th, 2006
8:39pm
]
i learnt a new word today "Nepotism". i like this word, i should learn more words theres millions i dont know maybe even billions
exam results tomorow










im a bit worried actually
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[Sunday
August 6th, 2006
11:41pm
]
two words
BLACK SWAN
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[Wednesday
July 19th, 2006
8:16pm
]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | some german thing. dont quite know what though ]

you know the great thing about red nail varnish is that you only need one coat for it to be vibrant enough which means red nail polish ALWAYS lasts longer.
i havent updated for a while i know but its because i forgot the password i use for livejournal, which is my fault but it isnt. its because im so used to being automatically logged on that i sorta forgot it over time, its not like i have one password either i have about a hundred billion different passwords i have to remember. some which were automatically saved, my usual one, the ones i use when i cant use my usual one because it needs to include letters,numbersANDpunctuation and then theres the passwords they give me when i forget my old password and i dont know how to reset like satsumahippo7873 its like how am i supposed to remember that, do you know what i mean?!
i got some really random text message in the morning and i mean EARLY morning from some security people saying to make sure im in my house tomorow from 6am to 8pm or maybe that was 8am to 6pm ive gotta check it again, i was half asleep when i read it and then as i always do i go back to sleep and totally forget about the text message,,anyway it said something about SEE tickets sending some gig tickets and they gave me this really looong reference number which is completely pointless because when i went onto the site to the tracker thing to check the order i typed the reference number in but the stupid thing was too long and didnt fit in the box. WHAT IS THE POINT?!
i reckon its my kooks tickets, hopefully, its like i ordered them months before the automatic gig but i got the automatic gig tickets way before the kooks one, i think theyre one day apart from each other:S
how did they even get my mobile number,, i never give out my current mobile number when signing up for these things so its beyond me why i got the stupid message, it also limits what i am able to do tomorow., ie if i wanted to say, go scuba diving i couldnt because i have to be in to sign, and also because i) i dont have scuba diving equipment or any means or getting scuba diving equipment ii)there is no where to scuba dive unless you count the brook thats full of coke cans and ducks and iii) i cant actually scuba dive.
i was thinking about that brook today as i walked past it, its kinda tragic that something that could be so beautiful is so uncared for. i should write to the local government people to ask if something could be done about it. i dont mind going down there with a bin bag (and about 3 layers or rubber gloves on) if it means de polluting the area but it seems a bit pointless as people just dont care and will continue to litter there.
its so hot today im melting, or boiling, or whatever it is that happens to human beings when theyre so hot. Its really hot at nights too so ive been staying awake until its cool enough to sleep ie really early morning, which means ive been doing alot of quiet reading to avoid waking anyone up.see im so considerate to my selfish family! i dread going into my room its like a sauna its not right that my parents should be allowed to hog the fan all the time especially as theyre room is on the shaded side of the house and our room has the full blast of the sun every morning. Oh well im just so greatful that i finsihed school ages ago if it means i can lounge around melting in the comfort of my own home/park/tennis courts, in the comfort of my own choice of clothing and not stuck in school oh good lordy. my sister just came up from behind me fake lauging at the top of her lungs down the phone scaring the life outta me.
you know what im going to go sit in my parents bedroom..yes with the fan. and watch big brother.
and just to end on a very UNnegative point actually i cant think of anything to say because currently my brain is melting and dripping outta my ears.
meh

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[Sunday
July 2nd, 2006
11:04pm
]
[ mood | relaxed ]
[ music | arctic monkeys ]

im melting in this extreme summer heat. seriously.
me and my little sister went to play tennis today around midday
dont know what we were thinking we burnt just by standing there
but tennis is so much fun. fun.
i have insect bites all over my body and on the side of my cheek, which itches like crazy, from when i went out with sarah and jenny to the park to go to the funfair which was silly because it closed early so we just sat in the park on the uber weird roundabout which is just not possible to stay on.
its like a big round O at an angle meaning you can push the roundabout whilst being on it which i suppose is good for kids.. with no friends.
it was nice though because for a change we all went somewhere that was close to me as opposed to my trek on wednesday all the way to kingston to go clubbing with sarah and co. Theyre the funniest people ever to go out with. Its like the night out consists of the journey to and from the place not actually being at the place which usually closes just as we get there. Its like we walk for 2 minuites then we just randomly stop and talk for like 15 mins then walk again till we stop again. And when it comes to deciding where to go... well that decision can go on for ages.
its been far to hot to sleep as well so ive spent the last couple of nights watching the two star wars triologies.
i like the newer movies better because i like the way its more modern but i still like return of the jedi the best.
ahh itchy insect bite.
im rather enjoying my summer at the moment, i was watching wimbledon yesterday VERY SHOCKED that the idiot andy murray beat Andy roddick. and you see i wouldnt mind so much if it wasnt for the fact that the little twerp said he wasnt going to support england in the world cup. It was weird i was watching tennis all day and it said andy roddick was no.3 seed which was odd because im sure he was number 2 last year. It took me ages to work out that i missed wimbledon last year because i was on a biology school trip. which was a kinda duh- thing. but the trip seemed like years ago not this time last year.
i cant wait to see the finals ive never seen Nadal face Federra so it should be a good match to watch.
im really enjoying my lazy summer at the moment although i know on monday i have to go find a job but im really enjoying my free days and late nights despite the heat.
Evolution is on which ive wanted to watch for ages but its really not holding my attention so im going to have to stop now.

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[Tuesday
June 20th, 2006
7:02pm
]
oh dear
these exams arnt going to well are they?!
missed a 15 mark section in the chemistry exam out because i ran out of time.
i started scribbling words on the paper
so if the examiner is able to decipher my messy handwriting
then maybe ill be fine.
i cant wait for the summer holidays to officially begin
There is THE funniest video on you tube of the towers of london
i reckon its fake or set up or something.
but its hilarious. i like the way the other guy helped his mate, are they brothers?!
its nice because it showed loyalty and although its a really bad thing they did, it was still nice
which sounds funny
but oh well.
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[Friday
June 2nd, 2006
1:58am
]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | dave matthews band crash ]

i had a dream this morning about someone i havent thought about in ages
it wasnt very pleasant
i woke up and had a very miserable afternoon thinking about things i shouldnt have been thinking of
and its not like i could have controlled what i was thinking about
i tried to do some revision
but i couldnt concentrate
this is terrible
this is the exact reason as to why i did crap on my as exams and im not going to let it affect my alevels now as much as it did
i just have to redirect my thoughts and find something else to think about
i have to find an obsession to take my mind off the thing i shouldnt be thinking about
that way i have more of a chance of concentrating
i cant wait for this month to be over
this is the begining of a very terrible month i can tell, and im going to be so happy when its over
ffs im so negative

so yea seeing as its like quarter to two and i still cant sleep i suppose its going to be another relatively sleepy night, well until about 5 anyway thats when i tend to drop off.
it wouldnt matter so much if i dont have to get up early in the morning

mm obsessions are such a curious thing
i mean what is it that makes one obsessed?!
you know what i dont want an obsession just something to take my mind off what it is presently fixated on.

i saw the radiohead playlist for their recent hammersmith gig
it very much depressed me
the thought that i could have seen them
but i wasnt quick enough
then again they didnt really play some of the songs i would have liked to hear so maybe its a good thing that i didnt go because i may have been dissapointed.
wait.
radiohead dissapoint
naw

wouldnt it be great to just be able to turn off your brain when you dont want to think or like programme it to think about what you want it to think about or even programme dreams you want to have into it to stop your thoughts from screwing you over when your mind is in a vunerable state.
maybe one day who knows i mean theres all this genetic engineering going on with the phenotypes what happens if someone actually develops something to manipulate your brain
but wait isnt that the definition of drugs? mind altering substances.
who knows
i dont care
i do care

wow this all makes me sound troubled.but.im.so.not
its just late and i had a crap day

ahhh it doesnt matter.

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[Monday
May 29th, 2006
1:40am
]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | the kooks ]

i did 6 hours of revision today
but it wasnt enough
i didnt even finish one unit
im so dissapointed in myself
i would really like to sleep
but i cant

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[Friday
May 26th, 2006
1:02am
]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | radiohead ]

mow.
today was lovely
tomorow will be lovely too, but sad

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